Thursday, May 12, 2005

I Already Flew

It's been a month and a half
And I haven't heard your voice
I haven't seen your face...
I guess that's your choice

I'm sitting here thinking-
Why you haven't called?
Or is something's wrong...
I don't know what to think

I wrote to you
Letting you know how I feel
I let it all go through
I would think you would take it for real

But obviously you don't
'Cuz I told you to call me when you get it
But you won't...
Your pride won't let you, will it?

Or is it that you never think twice
Before doing things
But it's OK, 'cuz I'm moving on...
You are not a bird with my wings!

I can fly on my own
I don't need a little boy to help me pull through
I can do things on my own-
I love you, but I already flew...

My last wish

MY LAST WISH,
BEFORE MY LIFE’S LAST DISH,
IS TO BE FREE,
UNDER AN EVERGREEN TREE.

I WANT TO THINK OF MY PAST,
TILL MY BREATH LAST.
WANT TO THINK OF THOSE DAYS OF CHERISH,
BEFORE I MYSELF PERISH.

I WANT TO THINK OF THE DAY,
WHEN MY MOTHER TAUGHT ME HOW TO SAY.
OF THAT DAY,
WHEN I PICKED MY OWN WAY.

WANT TO THINK OF THE DAY I WENT TO DRILL,
AND MY BRAIN BEGAN TO FILL.
AND THEN I STARTED MAKING BUDDIES,
WHO PLAYED WITH ME AND ALSO HELPED ME IN STUDIES.

I WANT TO THINK OF THE DAY WHEN I MARRIED,
THE FAMILY MY BACK CARRIED.
THE DAY WHEN I BECAME FATHER,
THE FAMILY THAT INCREASED FARTHER.

THE DAY WHEN I WAS IN NEED,
THE TIME FEW FRIENDS CAME TO FEED.
THE DAY I CAME TO KNOW MY FRIENDS,
AND OLD RELATIONS BEGAN TO END.

THE DAY I WENT TO PILGRIMAGE,
AND MET MANY DIVINE SAGE,
AND LIVED IN A LIFE OF SPIRITUALITY,
FORGETING MY LIFE OF VIRTUALITY.

NOW I SIT UNDER A TREE SHADOW,
WRITING THIS TO YOU,
I HOPE IT WOULD NOW SNOW,
AND THE SKY BE BLUE.

AND THUS I WOULD LIKE TO SLEEP,
FOREVER,
AND NEVER,
CONTENT BY MY LONG LIFE.
… AMEN………

Saturday, March 12, 2005

BEAUTY-UGLY

The arrow just hit me and went,
I tried a lot to bent.
But oh god love has made his own way,
Oh my god what can I now say.

Words fail to describe her beauty,
But I missed her lately.

Why didn’t cupid arrow her,
Why didn’t I befriend her.
Why did I lost the sight of her,
Why did I fell in love for her.

Why am I suffering a lot,
What did I in turn got,
Oh why did I lost,
What did she on me cast.

Once some one knock at my door,
I went to see whose on my floor,
Oh gosh! I saw the same beauty,
The girl I saw today early.

As soon as I opened the door,
She came in and closed it,
What was this all about,
I thought I should tell her to go out.

But I did not resist her,
The beauty of her was the only curse,
She then began to relax on the chair,
I went on seeing her breath in the air.

She the spoke,
And I from dream woke,

She said,
I am a terrorist,
Just shot down a politest,
Police on my back,
Saw your house and thought to hack.

Hope you stay silent,
If you want I will pay the rent,
I gave no reply,
And sat on the chair and felt to cry.

Oh God why is it that the soul
Which is the reality
Hidden inside.
Why is it that even though black impure,
Has a whit skin and dressing pure.

And after a few minute I heard the door open,
Saw the gorgeous dreadful demon going out of the den,
And then I closed my eyes,
And felt my love die.

Monday, March 07, 2005

ANTI-MATTER

Introduction

Ordinary matter has negatively charged electrons circling a positively
charged nuclei. Anti-matter has positively charged electrons - positrons -
orbiting a nuclei with a negative charge - anti-protons. Only anti-protons
and positrons are able to be produced at this time, but scientists in
Switzerland have begun a series of experiments which they believe will lead
to the creation of the first anti-matter element -- Anti- Hydrogen.

The Research

Early scientists often made two mistakes about anti-matter. Some
thought it had a negative mass, and would thus feel gravity as a push
rather than a pull. If this were so, the antiproton's negative mass/energy
would cancel the proton's when they met and nothing would remain; in
reality, two extremely high-energy gamma photons are produced. Today's
theories of the universe say that there is no such thing as a negative mass.


The second and more subtle mistake is the idea that anti-water would
only annihilate with ordinary water, and could safety be kept in (say) an
iron container. This is not so: it is the subatomic particles that react so
destructively, and their arrangement makes no difference.

Scientists at CERN in Geneva are working on a device called the LEAR
(low energy anti-proton ring) in an attempt to slow the velocity of the
anti-protons to a billionth of their normal speeds. The slowing of the
anti-protons and positrons, which normally travel at a velocity of that
near the speed of light, is neccesary so that they have a chance of meeting
and combining into anti-hydrogen.

The problems with research in the field of anti-matter is that when
the anti-matter elements touch matter elements they annihilate each other.
The total combined mass of both elements are released in a spectacular
blast of energy. Electrons and positrons come together and vanish into
high-energy gamma rays (plus a certain number of harmless neutrinos, which
pass through whole planets without effect). Hitting ordinary matter, 1 kg
of anti-matter explodes with the force of up to 43 million tons of TNT -
as though several thousand Hiroshima bombs were detonated at once.

So how can anti-matter be stored? Space seems the only place, both for
storage and for large-scale production. On Earth, gravity will sooner or
later pull any anti-matter into disastrous contact with matter. Anti-matter
has the opposite effect of gravity on it, the anti-matter is 'pushed away'
by the gravitational force due to its opposite nature to that of matter. A
way around the gravity problem appears at CERN, where fast moving anti-
protons can be held in a 'storage ring' around which they constantly move -
and kept away from the walls of the vacuum chamber - by magnetic fields.
However, this only works for charged particles, it does not work for anti-
neutrons, for example.

A PROPER WISH

A PROPER WISH

THE SKY ABOVE THE EARTH IS BLUE,
OH, BIRDS I WISH TO FLY THERE WITH YOU.
THE WATER BELOW THE EARTH IS ALSO BLUE,
OH, FISH I WISH TO SWIM THERE WITH YOU.

I WISH I COULD REACH TO THE EDGE OF THE SPACE,
AND MAKE WITH THE COMETS A SPEEDY RACE.
I WISH I COULD SEE SIMULTANIOUSLY DAY AND NIGHT,
AND FIGHT IN THE WAR LIKE A TRUE KNIGHT.

I WISH I COULD BE A FRUIT BEARING TREE,
WHICH GIVES AWAY ITS FRUITS TO OTHERS FREE,
AND MAKE THE AIR POLLUTION FREE,
AND ALSO THE ENVIRONMENT SOUND FREE.

BUT ATLAST BECAME A GREAT FOOL,
SINCE HOW CAN I SAY THIS SO COOL.
HAS ANY OF THIS BEEN POSSIBLE EVER,
THEN I SHALL THINK OF IT NEVER.

BUT I ALSO WISH I CAN HELP OTHER,
AND BE WITH THEM TO SHARE THEIR JOYS AND SORROWS TOGETHER.
THIS REALLY MAKE MY WISH SENSABLE,
AND I SAY I AM ALSO REALLY CAPABLE.

SO MY DEAR, YOU TOO MAKE SUCH SENSABLE,
AND WISHES THAT ARE TO YOU QUEIT CAPABLE,
AND MAKE YOUR DREAM A MOTIVATION,
THROUGH WHICH YOU INCREASE YOUR ACTION AND NOT IMAGINATION.

- VIGNESH